Without You Baby…

23 Feb

The Silence Is Deafening

SKIN: Illusory – Paige (Crushed Clarity)
HAIR: Magika – Ren in White (Sabina Gully)
UNDIES: Fishy Strawberry – Provence in Yellow (Fae Eriksen)
FAUN PARTS: Visavi – Snow Faun (Kaz Pexie)
TONGUE: RC Cluster – Twisted Tongue in Curled up & Right (Redd Columbia)
TATTOOS: Garden of Ku – Rock & Beer (danel Kurosawa)
POSES: Marukin (Valencia Southard)


Mike Posner – Please Don’t Go
Lovers this tune!

Let’s run away from these lies
Back to yesterday
Safe tonight
I feel the sun creepin’ up
Like tick tock
I’m trying to keep you in my head
But if not
We’ll just keep running from tomorrow
With our lips locked


/me starts the rambling @ 2:21am

The silence…really is deafening.
I used to talk to you all hours of the day and night,
I never ran out of things to say and to this day I never really understood how we did that.
It’s one of those days,
one of those days where I don’t feel like getting dressed,
my hair stays in the rat-nested state
and my body won’t move out of bed.
It’s one of those days where you keep coming back into my head
and I’m trying to figure out where we went wrong,
where we stopped working.
It couldn’t be our conversations,
it couldn’t be our chemistry,
it couldn’t be the sex, the love, the walks, the hand holding,
the kisses that took my breath away.
No, it couldn’t be any of that.

So what was it?

Where did we fall?

I don’t want to get dressed today,
because getting dressed means you aren’t here anymore,
and getting dressed means it’s a new day today and
getting dressed means my life starts without you.
I’d rather run around naked,
naked because I can’t deal with restrictions,
naked because that’s how we used to be,
naked because I can’t stand the feel of fabric touching parts of my skin where your finger tips once did.
I’d rather be, fully exposed and wondering if you ever will,
if you ever would,
if ever you should walk through those doors again
would it work this time?
And it has to,
And it has to because nothing this good ends this way,
Because nothing this good falls away at the seams
cus we’re sewn too tight baby.
Me and you, we’re too tight
and we used to wonder how others couldn’t work
and revel in the privacy of our own relationship goodness,
revel in the fact that you read my mind 80% of the time
and I never once had to finish a sentence
or thought because we were so in synced,
so in sync I barely knew where I ended and you began.

I want that back

I want you back.

/me done with the free-writing
What started out as rambling thoughts on my blog kinda turned into a spoken word poem, so I recorded it. Check it out if you want, wordpress won’t let me embed it on my blog for some reason.
Poetry @ 3am

P.S… technically, I only did this pic cus 1) I really didn’t wanna get dressed and 2) the tongue is FANTASTIC!!


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